Hola people,

People because “gente” sounds too vulgar I´d say. Say what you mean, mean what you say. Nobody cares Jorge!

Enough!

I hope you haven´t given up on reading this already. I must say I have fun writing it but I don´t know if you have fun reading it hahaha. Whatever it is, thank you for keeping up with the reading. I love sharing my stories especially if they are meaningful and you get something out of it. As you can see I am not a writer in the sense of a "motherfucking writer" as Santiuve would say (it´s a hiphop artist from Spain you should check out). I promise I am not drunk when I write these words :).

Anyways, I must say I had fun playing today. I released myself a bit more and I also understood I was playing for people no matter how many seconds of attention span they have or the amount of time they have to listen to me while passing by. It´s a “hard” job with, sometimes no reward from the people you poor your heart out for, As a very good friend of mine said to me when I started doing this episodes/diary/just f******* busking thing. Jorge, the main thing is that you are alright, that you are fine, that you are enjoying yourself, people will feel it so do you. It´s interesting to put oneself out there in such a way. I must say I don´t regret any decision regarding this. It´s totally conscious and the more I do it, the more I understand why I do it. We can all run from ourselves but not really, I understand more about myself through music and I hope, as I said, you guys get something out of my performances and original music.

Regarding the interaction of the day I´d say it was more like a moment when I “grabbed the bull from the balls” and I told myself, fuck let´s do this song “Valiente” by Vetusta Morla on 5 gear and see what happens. People were passing by and thumbing me up, greeting me and enjoying themselves. It´s a song in my mind about being brave, but in a sense that´s tangible and elusive at the same time. We all portray versions of ourselves at times but when it makes a difference it´s when one puts oneself openly acknowledging the bullshit. The less bullshit, the more “me” but there is bullshit to air up. 

I hope it makes sense. If it doesn´t I hope you haven´t denied me forever.

Take care of yourselves and enjoy life

Too short to complicate it (heart shaped emoticon ;))